Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Bedtime tears.

I wish I could shake my fist at God right now. I'm so heartbroken. You've given me this heart, that undeniably shakes, beats, breaks and mourns for YOUR babies. And all my life, it's been about them. Can you just grant me some mercy? Can't you just please. Not do this to me. Right now. I think it's just between You and I, now. It's a personal thing we'll have to battle out. No. This isn't something I will get over. It's not going to rule my life. But from this day on, my life is changed. My life is changed, his life is changed and their life is changed. One thing I don't understand about life, injustice.
Please let me be misunderstanding. Please let them take back their words.
I'm not sure why, I am not sure why me...

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